hey

after couple of months I'm here again with intangible feelings of mine...... hardly in words just for you .

recently some stuff happened . after four days when i came out of frustration , only after writing it in my dairy , then i was thinking !!! what now ? all unwanted happened , everything is finished even i transferred all in my dairy.. even tears n all rubbish thinking all over and what is left ? it only copy paste in blog !! that time i realised how once life tragedy becomes an others entertaining blog .

well lets not be so dramatic and over acting !!

so what i want to discuss is nowadays I'm badly believing in luck for instance when someone say that particular person is lucky and another interrupt saying there is nothing lucky and unlucky here its all our thinking when things do not go according to us . in that case my buts is that , its true that the word luck, lucky and lucky person have got true meaning . for instance when xyz have done unforgivable work and still people who from far also don't belong to them becomes scapegoat of their belongings and still xyz is considered as innocent..

sometimes people are given freedom which they are not supposed to be given because they don't deserve it and we need to bear the captive life which they deserve and we are not suppose to own it. but still .....its luck which do unfair



and you know what ! now my heart is not stable say as ( chanchal )not capable to decide who is wise ? who is right ? who is mine ....hm well as i said for me my friends are only to whom i can give space even when my mind is congested . because they care enough........trust more then enough........



okay ! who is wise n who is right these confusion is because .... once it happened that many were giving me use full thoughts that what kind of people we should trust and not ... in that some say should not believe in strangers , some says orkut friends , some says all friends are not trustworthy, while next person to me was shoo king his head .. and when that person says the person next to you may not be trust able and when my next person heard it , he just once again analyse it that , hey !!! what i heard and reply what you saying I'm trustworthy and move away from there . that show how one feel insecure when someone say about their character .

i don't mean to say its wrong to suggest but its wrong to suggest at wrong time to anyone as i was already hand cuffed by frustration

trust word is dangerous if done on wrong person and very beautifull and sensitive which has to be handle carefully ..when once we get someone trustworthy and only we can decide that one is trustworthy or not only when we ourself have conversation with anyone...

well this blog may not have enough proper sentence which you can get easily because i have got hefty of thoughts in my mind these days so all are collapsed with one another sorry.....

thanks for your patience ....