hey today I'm very happy and reason behind it is nothing... so its making more happier to me........
and i never thought in my exam time i will be writing blogs for you...
this is first time I'm so cool in my exam days !
hmm well here we go to discussion


i feel activity of ours depend on many things like some take help of astrologer , any saint or their own religious saint or who can say about future or who is wise according to us . its okay with all these things only if you believe or trust at yourself , for your step chosen by yourself.
and its not that if any astrologer said that this year you will be failure for whatever you do and sitting at home and chanting ......try and try for the success

as there are match fixer like wise we are mind fixer ...so our mind work as we fix it,so brain works according to it, we don't work according to our brain..our brain become positive and works wisely if we fix such things in it. 
unless you don't trust and believe at your work and don't work on it with hope of success it will be doing the work but not be able to  reach its destiny because boss you never showed the goal,aim or destiny in your map to brain then how could you ?
i can give you my own instance
once i was in conversation with my friend and she said me that you know what you use your brain everywhere except in accountancy ! where as i have fixed in my mind that accounts is none of my business .....and i said her you know my statues at it as she is my childhood pal she know my goodness in all but still she said to try it .. and love then only you can own it and i somewhere respected on accepted what she said .

and joke does not ends here ... I'm saying joke because what I'm saying next is not less then any joke for me
and after a day another friend at whose home some guest were their and in that one of was astrologer and i said my friend to ask something about me .. she asked about my studies so reply as i could good at banking but she don't study it right  ?

 

hey

after couple of months I'm here again with intangible feelings of mine...... hardly in words just for you .

recently some stuff happened . after four days when i came out of frustration , only after writing it in my dairy , then i was thinking !!! what now ? all unwanted happened , everything is finished even i transferred all in my dairy.. even tears n all rubbish thinking all over and what is left ? it only copy paste in blog !! that time i realised how once life tragedy becomes an others entertaining blog .

well lets not be so dramatic and over acting !!

so what i want to discuss is nowadays I'm badly believing in luck for instance when someone say that particular person is lucky and another interrupt saying there is nothing lucky and unlucky here its all our thinking when things do not go according to us . in that case my buts is that , its true that the word luck, lucky and lucky person have got true meaning . for instance when xyz have done unforgivable work and still people who from far also don't belong to them becomes scapegoat of their belongings and still xyz is considered as innocent..

sometimes people are given freedom which they are not supposed to be given because they don't deserve it and we need to bear the captive life which they deserve and we are not suppose to own it. but still .....its luck which do unfair



and you know what ! now my heart is not stable say as ( chanchal )not capable to decide who is wise ? who is right ? who is mine ....hm well as i said for me my friends are only to whom i can give space even when my mind is congested . because they care enough........trust more then enough........



okay ! who is wise n who is right these confusion is because .... once it happened that many were giving me use full thoughts that what kind of people we should trust and not ... in that some say should not believe in strangers , some says orkut friends , some says all friends are not trustworthy, while next person to me was shoo king his head .. and when that person says the person next to you may not be trust able and when my next person heard it , he just once again analyse it that , hey !!! what i heard and reply what you saying I'm trustworthy and move away from there . that show how one feel insecure when someone say about their character .

i don't mean to say its wrong to suggest but its wrong to suggest at wrong time to anyone as i was already hand cuffed by frustration

trust word is dangerous if done on wrong person and very beautifull and sensitive which has to be handle carefully ..when once we get someone trustworthy and only we can decide that one is trustworthy or not only when we ourself have conversation with anyone...

well this blog may not have enough proper sentence which you can get easily because i have got hefty of thoughts in my mind these days so all are collapsed with one another sorry.....

thanks for your patience ....